Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Autumns Haunt (2yr anniversary) :(

Green leaves are losing colour
Another year has come and gone
Brown and shrivelled
Dance their way to the ground
Here they lie
Here they die
Another year come and gone

And I'm right
back
there
Back to autumn
Collapsed on your cloud
And I'm free
Free
Falling
Into that night
Under the blue walls

Can you here me screaming
You're the reason my voice bleeds
My heart has gone from green to lifeless
Here I lie
Here I die
Another years come and gone.

And I'm right
back
there
Back to autumn
Collapsed on your cloud
And I'm free
Free
Falling
Into that night
Under the blue walls

And I'll wait for the darkness end,
For brighter seasons to bring me back to life.
But in the light
Here I still lie
Here I still die
Another year come and gone

but nothing's changed at all.
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  1. Anonymous23 October 2012 at 19:52

    Thank you so much for your very moving poem, it is so beautiful and sad, I know it isn`t easy.
    I walk the hard journey with you. Please don`t ever give up hope. You are so brave and courajeous. I believe in you. :) @amygraver1

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  2. Lisa24 October 2012 at 20:11

    This poem is a beautifully written and takes me on your journey with you. I too am surviving with you. I am going on almost 16 yrs since my first rape but everyday it gets better. It's still hard especially on those anniversary days. Keep moving forward it does get better! Thank you for your vulernability, you are an inspiration to many!

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    1. Anonymous9 November 2013 at 21:42

      This poem is beautiful to read,like most women on here we all are trying to rise above what happend to us,its been 2 years for me and i cant seem to move past it.Does it ever go away?I can have days when i do not think about it then it comes all back,its so hard especaily when it was some1 you trusted,how do you ever deal with that?

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